Interesting question someone asked me, if I feel love when I sign my letter "love, Clinton".
The answer is: yes. I stand (sit) in a field of love that I generate. In that field I have particular sensations because I am sourcing love happening.
I feel 'Extraordinary Love', which means, love is there for me because I say it is there for me. We call it 'extraordinary' because modern culture is centered on Child-Level Responsibility, so adulthood is almost nonexistent in modern culture. You can only find it by going to the edges, and this makes it extraordinary.
Authentic Adulthood Initiatory Processes make it possible to enter the Present in Experiential Reality and consciously experience adult love, responsible love, in your 5 Bodies. I am not a victim of not finding enough love in the world anymore because I am causing the love to be there.
This love is a commitment from me to me, and therefore a certainty.
It is exactly like when I say that having a call at 8pm Wednesday 10 February is 'perfect'. It is perfect because I say it is perfect, and I experience great satisfaction that in my life something is truly 'perfect'.
It is a pleasant set of sensations, when something is perfect, when I am committed, and when I state that I love you.
I love these sensations.
I create them often for myself.
I am creating the sensations right now in writing these clear words, opening Doorways for me to go through into new spaces where there are many further new Doorways to choose from. Simultaneously this opens the same Doorways for you to go through also, if you so Choose.
I have enough experience with Skar, my Gremlin, to know that if I am feeling any kind of 'hurt' or 'resentment' or 'being betrayed' etc. that this is him trying to create Low Drama scarcity food for himself.
Skar and I have arranged a different deal.
Skar does not get to create Low Drama in my life anymore.
Instead, he can count on me to regularly consult with him and feed him 5 of his favorite low quality foods: e.g. cheap chocolate, wild science fiction movies, buying more books and wooden spoons than I can read or carry, collecting empty jars for grains and beans even if I must leave them behind, growing tropical plants that I know I cannot take with me on my next journey.
And along with this I feed him TONS of high quality food so that the two of us are a Team and we create High Drama together. Skar can do things that my Box cannot (dare not...) do.
For example, one hour ago I was just video interviewed by Martina Niklis with no idea what she would ask me about. That would normally be too scary for my Box to commit to, so I asked Skar to commit to it for me, and he did it! It was High Level Fun. Then, in less than one hour I will have a Zoom call with Max Wilbert who is now camped out on Thacker Pass in Nevada for the Deep Green Resistance project to stop corporations from blowing up the mountains for mining Lithium. I think we will talk about how he is trying to fight the existing Gameworlds to change them. Me and Skar intend to talk with Max about shifting into building new Gaian Gameworlds which he and others can inhabit there on the land to make the existing Gameworlds irrelevant. If Max created an Initiation Program for young people to move there with him on Thacker Pass they could activate the 17,000 acres in Nevada with something more important than Lithium mining.
So, yes, I would suggest that creating and experiencing Extraordinary Love wherever you go, whomever you are with, is ongoingly possible, and it feels good too. But the most effective way to have an irrefutable answer to this question of what it feels like is to try it yourself for a while. See what you can create!